this is such an unfair thing to be upset about but i just. really want more people to pay attention to my ocs. having friends online as a teen had primed my brain to thrive exclusively on validation and the fact that ive had 6 people offer to read the thing and exactly one of them follow through and actually engage with me about them is upsetting- like if i were just being ignored that would be one thing, but i feel like ive annoyed everyone into disengaging out of spite or something
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its making it kind of hard to write anything, and now im stressed about like. being too unmotivated to finish any part of the project, the way i haven't finished literally any other independent creative project in my life, because im a really shitty artist
