🥭 @void@computerfairi.es

i think the "your significant other is suddenly a baby and this explains their backstory" is a hard trope to pull off and not make weird, but i think in a separate au where the person would grow up to be fundamentally different person its fine

AAAAAAANYWAY last night's oc thought consisted of witch circa slightly before tvb era somehow coming in contact with age like. 7. vanilla!wraith/kirril and doing a fantastic job babysitting them

jesus christ maybe im having a bad day

why is facebook suicide baiting me

sorry for this being 90% of my feed but im so fucking tired of being injured

the literal one singular good thing about this whole situation is that i get to make a pillow nest smack in the center of the bed >:))))

@MUCK im going to.

@MUCK *whine* *complain*

@MUCK but im not in a splint anymore so there's clearly nothing wr-

and then i overdo it and am in pain

i can do just enough with it that i feel like shit for not being back up to 100% functionally

the more functional my arm gets the more useless i feel

my problem is that i don't have a midpoint between "extremely casual and full of filler words" and "had a one night stand with a thesaurus once and still isn't over her five years later"

rip to anyone who thinks my actual formal writing style isn't melodramatic borderline purple prose

@MUCK me too honestly

the demon hunting cast has other problems, for sure, but escaped me projecting suicidal ideation into them entirely

city/verse has nick, cooper, and a couple others past tense, A and B textually commit suicide to escape their situation (the story is set in the afterlife so they're like, fine), vampireverse has alain being suicidally depressed due to vampirism angst for a long ass time, diectical has haven and past tense witch (and past tense wraith, to a much lesser extent), and dreams has fi and aqua

funnily enough, im pretty sure the miserable goredeath demon hunting universe is the only one where no one in the main cast is our has been even a little suicidal?

cookie clicker has reached the point where it takes so long to do anything it's no longer really fun, and figuring out the best course of action requires me to be much better at math then i am. so im going to go head and clear the grandmapocalpyse event and achievements, and then ascend and restart with my ~3000% legacy production boost

and like, i know its not really fair to complain about this sort of thing thing because like *gestures at societal fatphobia* but like. it is something of a bonk to my self esteem.