petty roleplayer hurt fee-fees
man, i know it wasn't meant maliciously, but to wake up for an announcement of an rp event that is the same concept (market full of vendor stalls) and same execution (same place in open world, even) without any acknowledgement or "thank you calamity for the inspiration" stings hard
so now i get the bonus of being upset about being upset
yay
petty roleplayer hurt fee-fees
i guess that's part of the being disabled experience, though. as soon as you go down with a health problem and stop being a "good cripple" who is "so inspirational" (no matter the toll it actually takes on you), you get discarded. i tried so hard to give back to the community and be a good community member, and now that i'm sick, it's like i was never there at all.
i'm just tired.
