i should stop being super sad and actually try to get on ffxiv and get the easter event stuff, but my brain is steadfastly wanting to consider ffxiv still to be a pit of failure and "everyone is secretly disappointed and unhappy with youuuu!!!!!"
it probably does not help that someone i thought i had become friends with, helped him out, was there for him in dark moments, etc. dropped me like a rock as soon as it became clear that my 'make entertaining rp' machine done broke, so...
@gazimoff maybe! i can hope. and fingers crossed i get on a health upswing. i know most of it is in my own head, but i hate showing up and being useless instead of a meaningful part of the community, and then feeling like i'm letting people down because of it.
of course, the larger community seems to have forgotten about me entirely, so i guess i shouldn't worry lol......
@wigglytuffitout Just make sure the game is there for you, not the other way around. When it feels like you’re logging into a job or an obligation, it’s time to reassess.
You gotta be able to have fun 😉
@wigglytuffitout Ugh, I’m sorry to hear that. Maybe the server changes will bring some new friends?