@Wewereseeds@sunbeam.city it is sometimes like wondering why things got messy after you were, say, doing some splatter painting. if using the same techniques as Pollack to fling paint onto canvas, it's not that surprising when you end up with paint on your nose.
things like "this is why i'm leaving", "love that i'm an evil villain now", etc. are... basically subtoots of playing the victim. i do them in frustration, too, now and again. but it ends up getting read that way, and it's good to keep it in mind.
@Wewereseeds@sunbeam.city it definitely sucks when you have that moment of "well fuck, i didn't expect things to go like that", and stand there like Wile E. Coyote with a facefull of soot and no eyebrows.
but, honestly, sometimes you have to look at it as "perhaps i should not have lit the fuse on this bomb", instead of blaming the bomb - or any nearby roadrunners - for your sudden lack of eyebrows.
