anxiety and depression, Mordhau
@Odi@snouts.online i don't think it makes you a bad person
but i do think it might benefit you to look at the situation not as "am i a good person having a moral failing by enjoying this", but instead "what if i found a game that scratched a similar itch, but i felt much less like i was having to dodge the toxic dominant culture that is being supported by the devs? could i find somewhere that i would be happy playing while not under psychic siege?"