Harp the Wigglytuff @wigglytuffitout@computerfairi.es

JESUS y'all wanna see some fucking NOSTALGIA

http://otakuworld.com/index.html?/kiss/tools.htm

this page about the KiSS doll maker system is fucken... the exact same since i last saw it at least a decade ago (more like 15 years honestly), DOWN TO THE WEBRING

well there we go, application sent in, now they get back to me soonish

....that's all my being productive for today

i'd rather not go into the sadness pit again so watching trashy youtube shit and playing warframe or skyrim it is!

i know the ultimate solution for "the brain weasels are screaming about my worthlessness due to disability" is not to like... go do a capitalism

but this is idk, an ace bandage to try and limp along a bit more

i'm at this really irritating stage where a little worse, i feel proper sick. a little better, i could do things. but nope. here i am, STUCK IN THE MIDDLE WITH YOU 🎵

i figure if i make it my goal to work up until that "any more money than this and you need to tell us" limit for disability - which is 20 or 50 dollars/month i believe? (i'll check) - i'll perhaps stop feeling like i have such bad cabin fever

i'm not with it enough to actually do much thinking - not compose my own words - but transcription is words go in, words go out

so after seeing it floated here, i'm going to give transcribing on rev.com a go

i know full well there is NO way i could actually make a proper career or support myself from this - but

my friends

here's what they don't tell you about being disabled:

IT'S FUCKING BORING.

additional real spicy opinion:

kinda want one of my celeb crushes to end up cast as Captain Vimes in it too

like. hugh jackman in dad bod mode. or fuckit maybe idris elba. vimes don't gotta be white, just human, eh

no idea for who should play carrot but that's gotta be suitably hunky or else i riot

spicy opinion for today:

despite enjoying gaiman stories and being a discworld fan i've just never really enjoyed good omens and can't get into it

and i would gladly trade the good omens adaptation that is coming out for an adaptation of Guards, Guards! or Monstrous Regiment with similar high interest and production values

GOOD NIGHT MOTHERS AND FUCKERS OF THE JURY SLEEP GOOD WHEN YOU GET THERE

if you need to get there think about going to bed

regardless maybe take time and do a stretch and untense your shoulders

ok bye

but tbh i feel like the college experience in sciences is that in middle school and high school, it's all figured out

then you get to college and actually?

actually????

nobody knows anything! grad students are weeping! half this shit's on fire! oh god! oh fuck! oh god!!

you just crack through that crust of torched sugar on the creme brulee of knowledge to realize it's all liquidy nonsense that gordon ramsay is about to get very upset about because it never set properly

i expect tomorrow i'll wake up to a thousand screaming angry replies, but i regret to inform you that to make an accurate computer model, one must first know what the model should do, and In Biology, We Very Much Know Fuckin Shit My Guys, My Dudes, We Are Idiots, We Have No Got Dam Clue My Friends

whew lord i'm getting weepy about my favourite memorial statue that means i should go to bed

...said statue incidentally is https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Monument_to_the_laboratory_mouse

i'm not going to say the people who made it are entirely angelic and kosher, but as a biologist who understands how unfortunately necessary medical animal testing is, i think it's still good and right to recognize the sacrifices made to get that knowledge and to remember them with solemn appreciation

i'm gonna snap by new year's and my next new year resolution is going to be No More Emotional Labor For Any Cis Man

YEAH WE SURE ARE AND THAT'S WHY THIS FF IS SUPERIOR, NOCTIS

guys..... have y'all seen these fucking.......... fish shoes

i just saw them on a youtuber reviewing shoes off wish.com
but just

fish shoes

..............tw for fish shoes, i'm not inflicting this fashion horror on anyone willy-nilly