I can't afford enough food to exercise consistently.

My recovery from even a minor workout can take a week because of my malnourished diet. Even when I'm managing my eating disorder, I just can't afford all the food I need.

The irony (?) is that exercise helps me stoke an appetite I otherwise don't have. So, I exercise as much as safely can, and ration the food I do have, and am often just hungry. Idk. Seems more important to keep the ed under control.