omg i met this dude at the bus stop and we started hanging since we're both headed to pride but he's a jerk who complains about "homeless druggies" so i'm trying to ditch him lmao

or should i just wait an hour or so till he has to leave anyway

and like he got all mad when the bus driver told him to not blare music

i think being here alone is better than this dude fucking up my day lol

what do i do

what if he notices me in a crowd and gets all mad i ditched him

he asked me to buy him food and i agreed so i feel bad lmao

i'm gonna hide in another section of the park lol

i slipped away to use the bathroom while he was waiting to get face painted

he won't be able to keep up even if he tries following

i'll head back over to the main event in a few hours ☹

for now, chilling near the edge of the park

he also got mad the beer garden wouldn't let him leave with soda in a cup

dude's causing problems constantly i don't wanna be around that

ugh i can't believe i let this dude fuck my pride up

i hope the slow realization that he's been ditched is a sinking feeling

what a dick lol

ofc i pretended to agree in the moment because i'm a people pleaser and averse to conflict and anxious but

ugh

complaining about the unhoused

getting mad at the bus driver for telling him to not blare music

arguing with the beer garden security

three strikes, you're out

i'm sad lol

ugh

my own inability to push back against things i disagree with in conversation has ruined my first pride

what was i supposed to do, turn around and dip the moment he began shitting on the unhoused? we were at the same bus stop going to the same place

come to think of it

yeah

i should've just taken the next one

i'm too nice

i hope i can also manage to meet some people who aren't magnificently shitty today too lol

wtf do i do to kill time

i just have to sit here ugh

istg if he finds me i'm just gonna say i was trippin out because of all the people and just needed to be alone

might just go home tbh lmaoooo

i'm too broken to conquer fear

i don't believe in myself

what am i even afraid of

the least i can do is walk around and get the free shit right

i'm just stoned enough to not give a fuck fuck it let's go walk and see things

omg i ran into him lol

i said i was leaving

well shit now what

i started walking away to the exit lol

i'm high idgaf i'll head back in soon

wasted the first half of this event just hiding lmao

I'M HAVING THE BEST PRIDE EVER

omg so

first @mellifera dropped by and said hi

then i went and sat waiting for @PupperoniDogsnax

then this trans girl came up to me and was basically like "hi, i see you're here alone, i am too, and i was about to leave but i got tired of not knowing anyone so i decided to just come up to people and talk to them, you looked cool so i figured i'd talk to you"

we talked, i gave her my spare lesbian flag pin, we exchanged numbers and are gonna meet at the parade

she left, pupperoni arrived...

and we had a blast

it was funnnnnnn

we went to the booths

and saw the band playing

and then got VERY tasty drinks and food

it was AWESOMEEEE

I GOT TO TRY MEAD FOR THE FIRST TIME

THE REALLY SWEET KIND

we got to go to pupperoni's work and i raided the free snacks and it was awesome

i didn't even go to hyperpride in the end because i was all tuckered out from the fun lmao