i won't delete my tweets from the previous days. i still feel hurt and stand behind much of what i posted. they're complicated feelings.
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right now best i can summarize as i said in a message to a friend:
i'm isolated whether i like it or not. if i run away from everybody at least it's on my own terms.
you have all the right to disagree with my words because they're absolutely imperfect dogshit words, but right now it's all i have to explain how i'm actually feeling
things suck. social media sucks. jealousy sucks. begging for attention after being told you're allowed to, only for then to be shunned because of it, sucks. i'm hurt, i cannot deny this. i won't blame any single person but i don't think this is mine alone to fix