maple classic™ 
this has been going for a bit
actually i wonder if the other laptop i have has compatible ram to double this one.. https://computerfairi.es/media/viw7_zi8YTDCrXZSlVw
holy shit it FINALLY moved on i thought it was frozen
haha it moved right after i took the picture
managed to log into my modded server, see one frame of rain with no terrain loaded, then it got stuck on that dirt background. gonna open up an unused laptop to see if it has compatible ram
crud, ThinkPad had 2x1gb rather than 1x2gb so i only managed to get it up to 3gb
upped java ram to 2gb for minecraft and trying again to load the server
holy shit https://computerfairi.es/media/445WdugIQMkDCHPhDqE