@Sapphicgiraffic@snouts.online every mask has its cracking point. :< my best friend is learning this the hard way after their self-dx of autism is making a lot of shit suddenly slide into place. masking is hard work but gets unsustainable, even when the mask isn't intentional - just "high-functioning day".
i wish i had some actual advice here or "i've heard this helps" or anything but i did find this gif for you https://giphy.com/gifs/animation-cute-kawaii-3ohryswHzz6EuROYcE also some animated giraffe stickers/gifs https://gfycat.com/stickers/search/immature-giraffe
@Sapphicgiraffic@snouts.online (ok some of these gifs are horrid but https://gfycat.com/hotwarmasianpiedstarling and similar in that set looks like something you would enjoy on discord or similar 💖 )
(also you're probably 1500 steps ahead of me but the "i feel awful and idk why" problem is something https://youfeellikeshit.com/ can really effectively help untangle that particular plate of brain bad spaghetti)