uspol mention, mh + and - averaging out
I'm gonna be honest, when I saw the news about RBG last night, aside from it turning me from "stressed but managing it now" to "DEFINITELY NOT managing it now", it made me wonder why I was doing a run in Big Bad Game-a-thon. What was the point, really, in a time like this?
But having actually done my run, I feel like I get it now. Giving people something to take their minds off things in turbulent times? Definitely a good thing to do.
uspol mention, mh + and - averaging out
So, the thing I was nervous about this morning? (My first-ever run in a gaming marathon?) Went much better than I expected or hoped for. That made me happy for sure. :D
And now that I have that out of the way and got a bit more sleep, I'm starting to process last night's news, and... yeaaaah, shit's fucked. D:
But I still have some positive energy from having SOMETHING go right, even if it's something small. Small solace, but I'll absolutely take it.
Okay, feeling a massive relief now that Twitch has stopped doing mid-roll ads for the moment. I still have a server to finish setting up after my BBG run, because we shouldn’t be relying on something Twitch could ruin at any time, but it’s no longer OH GOD I HAVE TO DO THIS AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO LEARN TO DO IT RIGHT IN SO LITTLE TIME AAAAAAA.
mh (-)
Hey, I may not be showing it super-outwardly but I’m just… overwhelmed and stressed lately, way more than usual. It’s not all bad, but I’m probably gonna make myself scarce for the next week or two, save for existing obligations and whatever’s needed to fulfill them. See y’all when things are a bit calmer!
Ack. I’m trying to set up a Linux server for something but it’s been so long since I’ve actually used Linux on the server side. D:
(Specifically I’m trying to set up nginx-rtmp, and while I can find basic setup guides, setting up good authentication so it’s not an open server seems trickier. >< A lot of “for best results you should write your own script where...” or “half the files in here aren’t meant for production use” from my Googling, when I was hoping for a more complete solution.)
spreading leftist ideals is a good thing and silencing conservative voices will save lives.
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