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...damn adhd affects me way worse than I've thought for the past... idk... how many decades of my life?
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i only just realised, that it will literally have me with my underwear halfway up my legs, otherwise buckass naked, staring into space for an uncountable amount of time, until I snap myself out of it with genuine physical force, which takes supreme will, and I will have NO idea what caused it, what I was thinking, or how long passed.
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so yeah. this literally impacts my ability to even do daily things like... idk... DRESS myself, eat breakfast, personal hygeine and stuff. christ... and this has been going on basically my entire life and only NOW do I realise it. ugh.
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@Nine It's funny how, once you have your diagnosis/are sure that you have ADHD, you suddenly realise it everywhere.
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@MOKKA yeah but I've had this diagnosis since i was like... Twelve. ._.
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@MOKKA ... Technically twice since i stopped taking any medication for it in 2000, and then started again in like 2016 I think?
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@Nine okay that's different!
I guess it shows how little people are aware of how the symptoms manifest and also how much of what the "problems" with it is more a reaction to societal pressures and all that?
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@MOKKA society is a fuck
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oh and i've basically spent an hour and a half getting ready. 30 minutes to shower, the hour sitting here getting distracted from taking my meds, getting a drink, going to the bathroom. hholy fuck. ._.;
how the fuck did this happen. how was I not told that I should examine that, isntead of just being constantly told as a kid "stop being lazy"...