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...damn adhd affects me way worse than I've thought for the past... idk... how many decades of my life?
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i only just realised, that it will literally have me with my underwear halfway up my legs, otherwise buckass naked, staring into space for an uncountable amount of time, until I snap myself out of it with genuine physical force, which takes supreme will, and I will have NO idea what caused it, what I was thinking, or how long passed.
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oh and i've basically spent an hour and a half getting ready. 30 minutes to shower, the hour sitting here getting distracted from taking my meds, getting a drink, going to the bathroom. hholy fuck. ._.;
how the fuck did this happen. how was I not told that I should examine that, isntead of just being constantly told as a kid "stop being lazy"...
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@MOKKA yeah but I've had this diagnosis since i was like... Twelve. ._.
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@MOKKA ... Technically twice since i stopped taking any medication for it in 2000, and then started again in like 2016 I think?
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@Nine okay that's different!
I guess it shows how little people are aware of how the symptoms manifest and also how much of what the "problems" with it is more a reaction to societal pressures and all that?
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@MOKKA society is a fuck
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@Nine It's funny how, once you have your diagnosis/are sure that you have ADHD, you suddenly realise it everywhere.