Ren - Moved to chitter.xyz @Nine@computerfairi.es

Attempting to get some work done: I'm sleep
Attempting to sleep: REAL SHIT

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Sweet this is now canon

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If there was an anatomically correct sergal android would that be called their "dongle"?

Good god I relate just a little too well to Mae in nitw. That's a little worrying.

hm i have a hongry but there's nothing to eat. :| dangit. oh well. bed time.

also maebea is my otp

also

crimes

aaaaaaaa just finished night in the woods and oh my god i love it

it's

it's good
it's.

oh wow it hurt too. it was beautiful and sad and i cried at several points and it's just such a human story... and yet... so fuckin' weird at the end too and just... oh wow...

...oh wow.. I... I loved it. I might replay it!

and there's literally no reason for this. Ugh. hate this so much.

The worst thing is that these feelings are alllllll too familiar. I used to get night terrors a lot when I was a kid and I recognise this feeling, it's the same as after I wake up from one, that same disconnect, the anxiety, the deread, feeling of imminent danger from nowhere, like i'm "lagging" behind my own body when I move, everything feels faintly unreal and numb but even though I'm breathing calm I want to scream and cry and escape.

there's no reaosn for this, it will pass, it will be okay. i'll be fine... nothing bad is going ot happen I just... have to calm down somehow. somehow.

okay god fuck i wish this doctors appointment was sooner to be honest becuasei feel like on the verge of a panic attack constantly and it's not fun not fun at all nghh...don't like
doooo not like

@daylight i'm hearing opera music in my head like the birb is singing it.

@aeonofdiscord @kiilas Honestly I think the main draw I had to F-29 Retaliator was just... the forward swept wing design of the Grumman X-29 that the F-29 in the game was based on , was just ... so unique and cool looking. To the point that even today when I play something like Ace Combat 4 or Sky Rogue if there's a forward swept wing design, I'm choosing it. cause heck yeah.