Ren - Moved to chitter.xyz @Nine@computerfairi.es

@BatElite @monorail ooo yes I can! *Shuffles the AND in place* done!

@BatElite @monorail *blinks, looks over at the various words pieced together, and oops* My bad one sec. *moves "Holly IS Baba" apart and reconnects to "Holly Is Holly"*

@monorail oh dang language got me beat D:

...shouldn't it be HTMUL?

like...

Hypertext is one word but that's HT, and Markup is technically two words, but that's just... M... it should be MU. ...

...language can stay as one word and just one letter that one's not being weird about it, it's cool.

@jk ₕₒₙₛₑ

@SerenaBeancatte@chitter.xyz v. sof, huggabl.

@mawr @IceWolf @noiob GOD. SAME.
AGH.

like "jeez you say you love tabletop rping but you never read any of the books" and like

GOD

I WISH I FUCKING COULD READ THE DAMN BOOKS

"you've got them right the-"

IRRELEVANT. LITERALLY, PHYSICALLY CANNOT READ THEM. like god you think i'm not reading them because I 'can't be bothered'? No, my brain physically rejects the possibility I could even open the fucking things. EVEN THE BOOK I HELPED WRITE.

@mawr @IceWolf @noiob hhhhhhh forms, forms are a fucking nightmare. any time i have to fill in a form I have to legit take several moments to gear myself up for it because every part of my brain screams in abject terror at having ot fill in a form god io FUCKING HATE FORMS.

@IceWolf @mawr @noiob just getting to that starting point though is super, super, SUPER hard in the first place though huh? Like, I have books I absolutely adore... I have read Watership Down like, eight times my entire life. Four of those times were before I was even 13. Miq bought me a copy of it, as a physical book, with a beautiful custom made cover for one of my birthdays a few years back. It's one of my most treasured possessions. I've read it precisely once. since :<

@mammothrept@mastodon.online paper tastey .__.;

and Only now do I realise that they've been doing this deliberately and preying on that particular bit of my brain and my ADHD, holy fuck.

fuck i literally stopped sleeping some nights because of my ability to just chew through books (also a little literally, I uh... I used to without even thinking about it, tear bits off the edges of pages and eat them for some reason ._.; a lot of my books from when I was younger are uh... monch'd somewhat...).

also the bit where Jim talks about predatory microtransactions HOLY FUCK I am furious at game devs now for those. I have LEGIT been tricked by them with those, repeatedly in the past.

@noiob and fidning out Jim has the EXACT SAME FUCKING PROBLEM WITH READING AS I DO is ...

i legit started crying. god i genuinely cannot fucking read books now. i used to love fucking doing it, I used to read SO GODDAMN MUCH and now I can't so muich as pick one up and read more than a few words in a paragraph before I endup finding myself re-reading the damn passage AGAIN. god. fuck.