everyone
i love you all so much. <3
i'm a little hyper right now and i'm not sure why because i'm running on very little food and probably not enough fluids but an absolute ton of kitty cuddles and silliness sat at home not going anywhere because brain is all dizzy again, but I've got enough energy for interactions so I wanted to pass on some love to all my followers
eye makeup help
what am i doing wrong
on the videos they're like "fuckin blend it or whatev" and im like "im fuckin blending but its not fucking moving, just fuckin staying where it was". or they're like "pack it on your eyelid" and i put a shit ton on my eyelid and it looks no difference to the eyelid without any makeup. like what am i doing wrong. why wont it go on my skin. is it me
@theoutrider Flonty Pothon's Floating Corcus
I have this problem on games where there's "optional" pvp too. I adored Bloodborne and the entire Souls series of games and completed them all but ... any time I got invaded in the Souls games it was horrid. I hated it. my chest got tight, I got shaky, and it didn't stop until quite a while afterwards. I'd inevitably get killed in a really inconvenient place because I just can't compete when I'm like that. I can't stay calm despite my best efforts.
Without co-op I'd never gotten through it.
...
every so often I see Quake 3 Arena and whatnot on steam or wherever
and Unreal 3/4/2004 etc
and I mean I OWN UT2004 and still have it installed I think with a ton of mods and stuff but
I love the idea of playing it, and sometimes I do? (botmatches only)
but...
I know it would be more fun with people, online, but the problem with that is...
as soon as real people are involved and it's competitive anxiety spikes like a logarythmic scale and I start low grade panicking and it's no fun.
also thanks to a conversation on discord with @kyra i am now calling funko pops "fuckno pops" due to an altogether far too wonderful typo
ableist language
just some quick history on intelligence insults as used clinically.
https://www.merriam-webster.com/words-at-play/moron-idiot-imbecile-offensive-history
while we're at it, "dumb" is synonymous with "mute" and its use to mean "unintelligent" is something we question.
and generally when people refer to intelligence, they mean a mixture of ideas including ability to learn, ability to communicate, ability to remember, actual learned knowledge, just thinking differently, etc
there's lots of other words for this stuff that won't hurt ppl!
reminder/psa about discord and screen reader accessibility
discord's desktop app is screen reader inaccessible and the only way to get that accessibility is to put it to a goddamn vote, just a reminder for y'all
yeah i'm moving over to chitter.xyz now. Soooo go there! I'm there now.