Me? A wish? Oh, no, I'm just a starfish. Don't make a fuss, I'm trying to blend in. https://botsin.space/media/GNOFMmV_JpvRaIayQRg
Now, let's see... Positive stuff, positive stuff... Oh, yeah, Pixatool is on sale! That's mostly for folks who enjoy pixelating their hand-drawns (either to "save time" or, like me, for funsies), but it's a p. cool tool. https://kronbits.itch.io/pixatool
Pixel FX Designer is *also* on sale! https://codemanu.itch.io/particle-fx-designer
CW transphobia
A vile and deceptive transphobic ad that ran in London's free commuter newspaper Metro has been referred to the UK's Advertising Standards Authority. Here is a link to the ad and another to the website where you can submit a complaint.
HUGE CW transphobia, genitals, sexual assault, and abuse, obviously. No-one should've had to see this ad and neither do you.
Image of the ad: https://i.imgur.com/8LIGfT8.jpg
Complaints:
https://www.asa.org.uk/make-a-complaint.html
Background
https://www.pinknews.co.uk/2018/10/10/metro-newspaper-full-page-ad-attacking-transgender-reforms/
night terrors, personal, mh related? NIT Spoilery? 3
I mean like this is a night terror I had, repeatedly, the same dream and same scenario, since when I was like, 6 years old and stuff. I had it way up until my teens, though I haven't had that nightmare in a while mercifully. I think I had one reoccurance when I was like... 20 something? Living with some friends. Night terrors are awful.
But yeah.
night terrors, personal, mh related? NIT Spoilery? 2
I just remember screaming, not just mine but hundreds of others, like the world itself was tearing itself apartand that this thing was the cause of it, and I was ... I dunno a sacrifice? the cause of it?? trying to stop it but failing?? It was never clear but I just remember this unending, rising dread, knowing it was coming but being unable to stop it or wake up.
The Black Goat and its cult in NITW is... eerily similar...
night terrors, personal, mh related? NIT Spoilery?
...shit I just realised something. I used to have night terrors a lot when I was a kid. One in particular I'm still unable to be free of the memory of, is one where deep underground there is some kind of eldrich monstrosity, a beating pulsating "heart" for want of a better word, worshipped by some kind of shadowy cult. I remember being forced to go to it, and being unable to turn away as I reach out to it against my own will.
@Nine probably relevant to your interest: https://twitter.com/Piper_Thibodeau/status/1050204407743303682
tfw you watch a GilvaSunner video without realising it and are like "ah this is a way better high quality rip of a video game music" then just as you link it you realise it's GilvaSunner and are like "OH GOD NO IT'S GONNA GET WEIRD... why isn't it weird already...??..." so you sit through the whole thing waiting for the WEIRD part.
only to relaise that it's SilvaGunner who does the weird mashups.
bugs, kitties, instincts and whatnot
okay so for some reason ladybugs are out in force... aaaand are kinda... invading our house??
I'm not sure why, I know they're absolutely no harm at all and I love ladybugs, but why they're coming inside I have no idea.
unfortunately Sid is... well he's a hunter. Through and through. so he sees them and welp... he keeps trying to play with them. like he plays with anything not nailed down. or that's dangling. or that is in any way mobile. D: poor bugs.
If 10 more people buy my game on Steam it will go over the payment threshold and I'll actually get a check from Valve. Anyone?
In the quest for a toon style I said "What if I used my regular proportions?" and ended up with art that looks like my style from 2-3 years ago except good
I like this a lot!!!
Her pose is for people who wanna say "Hey Roxy you used a similar pose in your last two drawings of Roxy" she's like "Oh well my pal"
HD version on Patreon if you like HD (7000x6000!!) https://patreon.com/lumi
manual boost to add cw:
walmart being creepy as fuck and spying on customers
yeah i'm moving over to chitter.xyz now. Soooo go there! I'm there now.