Ren - Moved to chitter.xyz @Nine@computerfairi.es

I say my mood is okay because i mean this wholly sucks, entirely. like, full on sucks, but ... I dunno, I'm not falling apart at the moment. just kinda like "welp. fuck, oh well." Mostly writing this here so I don't forget it tomorrow. It'll help me remember it when I talk to a doctor

okay so... yeah so I don't forget this for tomorrow since I will absolutely be calling in sick probably for this entire week and possibly longer, depending on how this goes,

something is very, very wrong, when I am sat down watching a movie, on a couch, nice and cosy and warm, petting cats, and my heart starts pounding in my chest and I start feeling anxious, and I'm still low grade panicky right now. It's survivable, but my hands are trembly.

oops haven't used my surface in a while so it probably needs some updates and also it's being a bit wonky

i finally managed to find something to eat, some flatbread things and philadelphia cheese. that'll have to do until later Ithink

mnh. nneed food. can't get food. ahglfgh. don't feel too good

hghnfafsfflghggfgfg hungry

need food
nothing to eat

in house

aghyglnb

like iw as spending all this time just doing the "cook with mama" thing

without realising that there's an entirely separate game mode where she doesn't hold your hand, and just cheers you on while you make food for other people

or a mode where you combine two types of ingredient for a random challenge which you then unlock as a new food you can make in the other modes

it's just

so relaxing and so good and so fun.

cooking mama 3 is so great omg

Oh dang it I forgot about one super annoying thing about the old Ds lites

The battery indicator is awful if you are red-green colour vision deficient like I am. Because it is green when the unit is on. And red when it's low on power. Except it's the same light. It just changes colour... And it's REALLY hard to be sure which it is at any given moment

okay eaten food, had a nice sipp , gon play some cooking mama 3 now to relax. warm my feets.

regarding alphys and mew mew kissy cutie btw http://doge-w-a-bloge.tumblr.com/post/139459894670/every-time-i-think-about-this-one-save-point-in

Alphys is good and pure and a sweet girl and lovely and needs a hug but

i'm not gonna lie

i too think she may be wrong about mmkc2.