Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

I feel sick. Considering going home but I know this is just in my head. I need to focus on something else.

I know I'm being paranoid. I sometimes wish I could just cut off my brother. He's the only family I have left and I want him to get away from them. He won't listen. He says they're not so bad and everyone keeps to themselves but I can see the poison seeping out of his mouth with every word spoken. The dark clouds that loom over him.

How do I know he's not using my brothers computer to check on me? My brother doesn't seem like the kind of person to hide passwords or even lock his computer. When I lived at home my father knew all my passwords. What if he's been keeping tabs on me and I didn't know

The only mutual connection we have is my brother, who is sworn to secrecy, lest he lose me too.

Sometimes I feel like running off and moving away and changing my name and my face to be free of this fear.

Saw an imposing Chrysler vehicle that looks like what my father would drive. Had to calm myself down from the absurd thought that he could track me down and come to my workplace. It's completely implausible. But my brain persists.

Gee whiz I love when my brain decided to start fixating on my estrangement from my folks. Love it so much. Ugh

Reading a book from 2003 where the concept of segregating a group of people in America is portrayed with shock and disbelief. "It couldn't happen here, not in /America/!"

Yeaaaah. Super unbelievable. 😐

Intervened on a guy harassing a woman on the bus this morning. He seemed out of it and referenced 51-50, so I figured I'd step in and ask him to back off.

It went fairly well, but I hope he's okay.

@Shadejackrabbit @ink_slinger this is food crimes

I didn't realize going back to tablet drawing would be so hard after getting used to using my sketchbook. Ahh

It's always spooky seeing a large truck slipping and sliding around outside your house. 🙀

SO MUCH SNOW

I know I joke about being a cat but come on!