Weight, dieting, Cal count, eye contact selfie
Had a really good day today with my diet! Starting to get back into thinking about food in a healthy manner. Went grocery shopping and didn't buy any candy. Got lots of produce and made healthy tacos for dinner.
Came up under budget by about half today! Still feeling peckish so I might have a healthy snack later.
I think I can do this.
Pic of my sunburnt face to remember how I started.
Weight, body image, ED mention
Weighed myself for the first time in a while, and I've broken 200lbs. Feeling pretty down about myself. I hate the way my jaw looks and my face looks so chubby.
I know my mother dealt with a lot of self-image issues and I wonder if those have passed to me.
I have ARFID which makes it hard for me to try new foods or make healthy choices
I'm reinstalling a calorie counting app that helped me a few years ago. I aim to be my goal weight in about 1.5 years (-1lb/wk).
Pride feelings / discourse-adjacent
I've identified as bi for about a decade now, trans for about 8 months, genderqueer 6 months prior to that, and I've never been to pride
Honestly I've never really felt part of most communities, even LGBT+ communities, despite being queer for a long time
This year I'm gonna try to go. This last year was the first time i even started attending a LGBTA+ group.
I don't have any discourse to contribute to. I just want people to stop being oppressed. That's all.
pride month, racism & transphobia among some LGB folks
Hey friends, just a quick reminder with pride month coming up that it's literally life/death to make sure that our celebrations aren't just about cis, white, able-bodied gay & lesbian folks. Make sure you're also lifting up the voices of disabled LGBTQ folks, people of color, trans folks (especially trans women of color), immigrants, working class folks, etc. It's a lot harder to be queer if you're not a rich cis white person.
MH, Depression, rant, housing, existential
Pest control was supposed to be here over 4 hours ago. Wife managed to convince landlady to go buy grass seed so she's out of our hair for now
She's so fucking judgmental, and gets so mad that things break in the house and she always goes "Well when /I/ lived here" like that fucking matters at all
I just want to lay down and nap. Sleep until things don't suck as much
and I got a call from the vet to say I'm going to have to force my cat to take pills.
MH, Depression, rant, housing, existential, politics
Feeling really fucking worn out right now
Landlady is up my ass about the house she's trying to sell and I'm struggling to keep positive about finding a new place to live while the world is burning and lawmakers are trying to control me and hurt people I love. I'm just so fucking tired
and my crush hasn't gotten back to me about my confession yet and I know they're probably just busy and trying to feel out what they wanna do but ahhhh
fuck.
Unrequited feelings, crush
I have a friend who is super cute and funny and I kinda love her but she's broken up about this guy that dumped her and she's not into poly partners I don't think??? But she deals with so much shit from men and I wanna date her and kiss her forehead and hold her when she's sad and pet her hair. ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
@YlBi I love her ๐
black cat ๐ค
even though little Majora here was very active, I managed to take some very cute pictures of her. Love the challenge of taking pictures of animals!
@Shadejackrabbit @fillertrack @rezzish super cute!
She/Her/They/Them. Black Cat Furry. Poly. Aspiring Furry Artist. Actually a huge dork.