I know I'm being paranoid. I sometimes wish I could just cut off my brother. He's the only family I have left and I want him to get away from them. He won't listen. He says they're not so bad and everyone keeps to themselves but I can see the poison seeping out of his mouth with every word spoken. The dark clouds that loom over him.

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**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 16:26

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 16:26

Feb 16, 2019, 16:26

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Estrangement, triggers, fixating, paranoia

How do I know he's not using my brothers computer to check on me? My brother doesn't seem like the kind of person to hide passwords or even lock his computer. When I lived at home my father knew all my passwords. What if he's been keeping tabs on me and I didn't know

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**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 16:23

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 16:23

Feb 16, 2019, 16:23

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Estrangement, triggers, fixating

The only mutual connection we have is my brother, who is sworn to secrecy, lest he lose me too.

Sometimes I feel like running off and moving away and changing my name and my face to be free of this fear.

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**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 16:22

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 16:22

Feb 16, 2019, 16:22

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Estrangement, triggers, fixating

Saw an imposing Chrysler vehicle that looks like what my father would drive. Had to calm myself down from the absurd thought that he could track me down and come to my workplace. It's completely implausible. But my brain persists.

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**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 16:17

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 16:17

Feb 16, 2019, 16:17

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Estrangement, sarcasm, triggers, fixating

Gee whiz I love when my brain decided to start fixating on my estrangement from my folks. Love it so much. Ugh

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 15:54

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 16, 2019, 15:54

Feb 16, 2019, 15:54

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Segregation, concentration, American political climate

Reading a book from 2003 where the concept of segregating a group of people in America is portrayed with shock and disbelief. "It couldn't happen here, not in /America/!"

Yeaaaah. Super unbelievable. 😐

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 15, 2019, 14:44

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 15, 2019, 14:44

Feb 15, 2019, 14:44

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Harassment, mentally unstable person

Intervened on a guy harassing a woman on the bus this morning. He seemed out of it and referenced 51-50, so I figured I'd step in and ask him to back off.

It went fairly well, but I hope he's okay.

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Feb 14, 2019, 17:04

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Feb 14, 2019, 17:04

Feb 14, 2019, 17:04

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

Public display of affection

Hey y'all i fucking love my wife, gf, and nbf that's all ❤️

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Nov 09, 2018, 02:42

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**Jake Lawrence** @timecowboy@mastodon.social · Nov 09, 2018, 02:42

Nov 09, 2018, 02:42

Jake Lawrence @timecowboy@mastodon.social

heres something.

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**Purranda the Black Cat** · Feb 13, 2019, 07:57

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**Christian 🔜 MOVING ACCOUNTS** @Christian@cybre.space · Feb 13, 2019, 07:57

Feb 13, 2019, 07:57

Christian 🔜 MOVING ACCOUNTS @Christian@cybre.space

PLEASE, NINTENDO

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

PUT HIM IN SMASH ULTIMATE.

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**Purranda the Black Cat** · Feb 13, 2019, 23:36

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Feb 13, 2019, 23:36

Feb 13, 2019, 23:36

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

Selfie, cat

Some elusive photos with my cat

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Feb 12, 2019, 21:25

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**your dragon girlfriend** @rezzish@dragon.style · Feb 12, 2019, 21:25

Feb 12, 2019, 21:25

your dragon girlfriend @rezzish@dragon.style

They had a gay keyboard. I bought a gay keyboard.

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**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 12, 2019, 18:17

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 12, 2019, 18:17

Feb 12, 2019, 18:17

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

I didn't realize going back to tablet drawing would be so hard after getting used to using my sketchbook. Ahh

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 12, 2019, 17:32

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 12, 2019, 17:32

Feb 12, 2019, 17:32

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

It's always spooky seeing a large truck slipping and sliding around outside your house. 🙀

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 12, 2019, 17:06

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 12, 2019, 17:06

Feb 12, 2019, 17:06

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Caps

SO MUCH SNOW

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Feb 11, 2019, 21:14

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Feb 11, 2019, 21:14

Feb 11, 2019, 21:14

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

Selfie, food, eye contact

Hey demons, it's me, your girl, eating lunch

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**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 10, 2019, 22:08

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 10, 2019, 22:08

Feb 10, 2019, 22:08

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Bugs, infestations

I know I joke about being a cat but come on!

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**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 10, 2019, 22:07

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Feb 10, 2019, 22:07

Feb 10, 2019, 22:07

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Bugs, infestations

Okay so my cat doesn't have fleas but I guess I do because I'm covered in over 30 bites now and each day there's more. I put out a trap by my bed last night and nothing turned up. Doing a ton of laundry now