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dads, abuse, swears 

Fuck father's day, and fuck my abusive bio dad (It's also his birthday).

Fuck.

me, age 15: I think we should provide basic necessities to people

my dad: you'll become more conservative when you're an adult

me, legally an adult:
:hacker_e:โ€‹:hacker_a:โ€‹:hacker_t:โ€‹ :hacker_t:โ€‹:hacker_h:โ€‹:hacker_e: :hacker_r:โ€‹:hacker_i:โ€‹:hacker_c:โ€‹:hacker_h:

Weight, dieting, Cal count, eye contact selfie 

Had a really good day today with my diet! Starting to get back into thinking about food in a healthy manner. Went grocery shopping and didn't buy any candy. Got lots of produce and made healthy tacos for dinner.

Came up under budget by about half today! Still feeling peckish so I might have a healthy snack later.

I think I can do this.

Pic of my sunburnt face to remember how I started.

Injury, pets 

Tried to pill my cat this morning and ended up with a pretty nasty puncture wound between my ring and pinky finger. It hurts quite a fair bit and I really hope it doesn't get infected.

Poor kitty though. She didn't mean to do it. ๐Ÿ˜š

he was a gamer boy, she said see you later boy

Weight, body image, ED mention 

Weighed myself for the first time in a while, and I've broken 200lbs. Feeling pretty down about myself. I hate the way my jaw looks and my face looks so chubby.

I know my mother dealt with a lot of self-image issues and I wonder if those have passed to me.

I have ARFID which makes it hard for me to try new foods or make healthy choices

I'm reinstalling a calorie counting app that helped me a few years ago. I aim to be my goal weight in about 1.5 years (-1lb/wk).

Sick 

Blehuhgghhhhhh ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ˜ท๐Ÿ˜ญ

I hate being sick. My throat burns and I'm so uncomfortable!

Fake yahoo answers question, lewd 

i got came on hand am I still a virgo? please answer

Pride feelings / discourse-adjacent 

I've identified as bi for about a decade now, trans for about 8 months, genderqueer 6 months prior to that, and I've never been to pride

Honestly I've never really felt part of most communities, even LGBT+ communities, despite being queer for a long time

This year I'm gonna try to go. This last year was the first time i even started attending a LGBTA+ group.

I don't have any discourse to contribute to. I just want people to stop being oppressed. That's all.

trying to think about how i would even start explaining to a cis person why you don't need to divide your bathrooms into genders when they're just a single stall

pride month, racism & transphobia among some LGB folks 

Hey friends, just a quick reminder with pride month coming up that it's literally life/death to make sure that our celebrations aren't just about cis, white, able-bodied gay & lesbian folks. Make sure you're also lifting up the voices of disabled LGBTQ folks, people of color, trans folks (especially trans women of color), immigrants, working class folks, etc. It's a lot harder to be queer if you're not a rich cis white person. :heart_pride:

cute first date ideas:
โ€ข going to a botanic gardens and looking at plants
โ€ข going on a cute cafe date
โ€ข committing arson against capitalists

MH, Depression, rant, housing, existential 

Pest control was supposed to be here over 4 hours ago. Wife managed to convince landlady to go buy grass seed so she's out of our hair for now

She's so fucking judgmental, and gets so mad that things break in the house and she always goes "Well when /I/ lived here" like that fucking matters at all

I just want to lay down and nap. Sleep until things don't suck as much

and I got a call from the vet to say I'm going to have to force my cat to take pills.

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MH, Depression, rant, housing, existential, politics 

Feeling really fucking worn out right now

Landlady is up my ass about the house she's trying to sell and I'm struggling to keep positive about finding a new place to live while the world is burning and lawmakers are trying to control me and hurt people I love. I'm just so fucking tired

and my crush hasn't gotten back to me about my confession yet and I know they're probably just busy and trying to feel out what they wanna do but ahhhh

fuck.

Unrequited feelings, crush 

I have a friend who is super cute and funny and I kinda love her but she's broken up about this guy that dumped her and she's not into poly partners I don't think??? But she deals with so much shit from men and I wanna date her and kiss her forehead and hold her when she's sad and pet her hair. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

black cat ๐Ÿ–ค
even though little Majora here was very active, I managed to take some very cute pictures of her. Love the challenge of taking pictures of animals!

#photography #cat #animalportrait #animal #canon

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