Terxbor (also Formedras) | The Eternal Pariah @Terxbor@computerfairi.es
On rare occasion, a cat that looks like my emblem (avatar image) when curled up in a a ball.
Sometimes a Nobody.
Usually a bisexual human male, half-Filipino, half-white, with manic depression and a severe need for affection and validation. (Some of which I get here, yay!)
Lives in California (UTC-8 in winter, UTC-7 in summer)
I think I'm poly? Yeah, I'm poly.
Maybe gender fluid? Still figuring things out.
Joined Feb 2018
@nyanuri
Don't know where any community centers are, gay, straight, or otherwise. Support groups have been counterproductive...
@nyanuri
The few friends I do have are all still living at their parents' houses.
@nyanuri I have nowhere to make friends. I don't go to school, I have no social spaces that I know of to go to...
@nyanuri I'm at a McDonald's right now... but I have nothing beyond just a few hours. I have no RL friends I can stay with, no money for other arrangements, no job... Everything always just feels so hopeless.
@nyanuri
Seriously... whenever she gets like that... it makes... never mind. Trigger point. It's that bad.
@nyanuri Like I said... I don't really wanna talk about it. But in short... my mom keeps demanding that I do every little thing she says and that not listening to her is ruining my life. Even when the things she said is ULTRA stupid. (And it often is. Or worse.)
@nyanuri
I'm sorry. I... ugh. I overdo these things. No excuse.
@nyanuri
I see you're still busy. (At least I hope that's what it is.)
@nyanuri
Nyan? Nyan nyan? Nyan nyan nyan?
@nyanuri
Today started good, but got bad quickly.
All nice with Batty (except for him getting kinda triggered by something else), you reassuring me that you're fine.
But then my mom. I don't want to talk about that right now. And that just wrecked my mood entirely.
But hey you're here yay!
May I hug and cuddle?
@ashkitten@dev.glitch.social @catoutofbed
Oh, The Doctor would not like to keep company with you.
@BatElite Well, this isn't a national infrastructure thing. I'm using public Wi-Fi that's in another building than I am.
But yes, American national communications infrastructure sucks compared to a few other industrialized countries.
@SilviaFox
Ok, NOW good night. *mild laugh*
@BatElite
Not yet, though I will soon. It's just that the internet connection I'm using is horrible.
music, CWed because it's tall
@BatElite
Going a bit fast through the songs; I'll listen more carefully after I wake up.
I like The Reunion; it's like 90s PC or Mega Drive sci-fi game background music. Heck, it may have been.
The first notes of Gods of Wrath remind me of Kurenai by X Japan.
music, CWed because it's tall
@BatElite
I certainly didn't go for everything. I could have easily added 10 more songs, most very different from each other. And two other languages. (Japanese and German.)
@SilviaFox
Aww. Okidoki. Good night.
*hug?*
On rare occasion, a cat that looks like my emblem (avatar image) when curled up in a a ball.
Sometimes a Nobody.
Usually a bisexual human male, half-Filipino, half-white, with manic depression and a severe need for affection and validation. (Some of which I get here, yay!)
Lives in California (UTC-8 in winter, UTC-7 in summer)
I think I'm poly? Yeah, I'm poly.
Maybe gender fluid? Still figuring things out.
Joined Feb 2018
