bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

I've been given a rather tall glass of frozen strawberry margarita.

It's alright. Trying to get used to the "sipping around the glass so the salt and the margarita mix together" part.

Wish I could talk to more people one on one

Probably missing out on cool people doing cool things by just participating in group chats.

Would be great if people stopped reminding me that we have a less-than-desirable candidate running against a fascist in this year's election.

It's why I've been telling people to focus on state and city elections, because that's where change is made.

For example, I don't want a lose a senator to some Qanon dipshit that's running against him.

I'm a bit drunk this evening

Had a conversation with a family member about how I'm feeling gender-wise, and knowing she approves even while we're both rather inebriated gives me hope.

Stuff might be happening, and now I'm a bit scared of what'll happen next.

@RustyRetro@snouts.online sounds pretty great honestly

@Jo (insert gamers are upset meme here)

So it's pride month. I'm still kinda in the closet when it comes to trying nb femme stuff.

The only reason why is because I am incredibly afraid to ask my dad's girlfriend if it's okay for me to dress like that around the house.

Wish I could get over that fear.

Wish people were nearby so I could snuggle them

Tonight was a night where I felt happy and comfortable.

I wish it didn't require me to be drunk to enjoy it.

Stumbled upon a YouTube playlist of good Doom music and I'm finding some absolute bangers in this

I've been playing Black Mesa and it's super hard not to play without making Half-Life VR but the AI is Self-Aware jokes

@mavica a cute look

Watching a Giant Bomb video of Trackmania and I'm now just finding out about the majestic Star Wars Metallica track.

It's so ridiculous

New on the Secret Area: Let's revisit 2012.
I look back at some of the stuff I wrote for the Secret Area's first year.

https://asecretarea.com/2020/05/25/revisiting-old-secrets-year-one-2012/

Considering its meme status these days, is it wrong to listen to Out of Touch on a day that's not Thursday?

Late last year, I figured out that clearly I wasn't a cis male and probably lean more non-binary/femme.

I was hoping by now this would lead to me truly expressing who I am in person, but I still hesitate.

It's getting to a point where I'm having a hard time hiding it anymore, and it's frustrating.

I wish I could be myself.