bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es
(aka tonya)
39/pan/trans. she/they.
writes about dumb junk about video games and music sometimes.
your woof friend. may also be bnuuy or kitty depending on mood.
Joined Oct 2017
Today I learned that Forza Horizon 3 is getting delisted off digital storefronts.
Might as well get it now before it goes away. Thank goodness I can play it on Windows 10.
gender, terms, and myself
@AlexMax ...could work.
gender, terms, and myself
I have a hard time using "this guy" to refer to myself these days.
Yet I still don't feel comfortable referring to myself as "this gal" yet
Guess who just wasted some time removing clumps of hair out of a vacuum brush roller?
Me. it's me
@mavica mm. I'm not sure what to do.
I wish I could help more, hon
@mavica You shouldn't feel like you're "wrong" or anything like that. Because you're not.
@mavica alright, I'll elaborate.
Is something wrong? Is it something you're comfortable talking about right now?
I want to help you the best that I can
@mavica I'm here if you want someone to talk to.
@mavica ...didn't think of that, sorry. 
Do you need someone to talk to, then?
@mavica I want you around.
But if you need some personal time, I understand. Take care of yourself. 💜
gender, clothes
I had a conversation with someone about bras and honestly for the past few days I haven't stopped thinking about that.
Like, I thought about wearing dresses, skirts, and boots, but never *bras*. It's one of those revelations I never realized until recently.
My brain works in stupid ways sometimes
morning.
I really have to learn to just have one-on-one conversations with people again.
Though I need to not be afraid to talk to people first.
Turns out playing games by myself is exhausting and lonely.
Probably should change that.
I was gonna make a dumb joke about a lesser-known jaguar game based on a dumb meme
but apparently I must've made the meme up in my head because I'm not finding anything on it.
@mavica foob goob......
Come to Tonic B H at computerfairi.es where I talk about dumb music things that only I notice or care about
birdsite, music things
On birdsite, noted blinking man and video maker Drew Scanlon brought up this bit of musical surprise: https://twitter.com/drewscanlon/status/1292177639168290816
It made me think of like, similar songs that segue into a different song entirely.
Like how for a long time whenever I listened to the Mighty Mighty Bosstones' The Impression That I Get, I would think of the theme song to the $25,000 Pyramid.
I'm weird.
mh, gender (+)
One thing I've noticed lately is how I don't feel like I'm ranting into a void about my gender problems lately.
I've had a few people come to me and have conversations about figuring myself out, and it really helps.
It definitely helps more than my previous idea of just listening to others' experiences and trying to relate them to my own.
(aka tonya)
39/pan/trans. she/they.
writes about dumb junk about video games and music sometimes.
your woof friend. may also be bnuuy or kitty depending on mood.
Joined Oct 2017
