bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

in the mood to snuggle cuties

I've been getting back on Rock Band drums for the first time in over a year, and the things I've learned:

- I suck at it
- My ION rocker might be having crosstalk issues
- I have a bad kick pedal
- I'm a better air drummer than I am drumming in a rhythm game

Wore my new socks to bed last night, which felt cute, yet also made me feel valid?

Hard to explain.

Somebody said that I was experimenting with programmer socks.

Don't those have to be trans flag colored for that to count

@mavica please, don't think like this. I'm worried about you.

My socks are here! ❤

My dad suggested I go find trans support groups, and find a group of people who'd be accepting of me dressing more femme in a public environment.

Two things I did well before even coming out to him about the whole gender thing.

His heart's in the right place, at least.

I went back to sleep for a bit.

Before I properly fell asleep, I started thinking about someone I knew on birdsite who always talked about being touch starved.

How painful it was for her to not have someone to hold, hug or caress.

I realized I have the same problem, as I held onto a pillow wishing it was someone hugging me back.

Being touch starved really sucks.

blurgh, it's early in the morning and I'd rather be back in bed, snuggling

@RustyRetro@snouts.online that's a good mood

of course about an hour after this conversation, I immediately buy two pairs of socks from sock dreams that I've been eyeballing for a few days, haha

After going to therapy for several months, hemming and hawing over it months after, my dad asked what the therapy thing was about.

I told him I was non-binary and possibly had gender dysphoria.

He was supportive, saying, "Do what you want to do, it doesn't matter to me."

I genuinely feel a sense of relief and also a bit of happiness realizing it went the way I expected it to.

Hey I'm an enby person who writes silly video game things for the internet, read and share my things

http://asecretarea.com

#mastomonday

Oops I started listening to the Sonic Rush OST after a conversation about it and one of the songs is stuck in my head

@mavica such an absolute beauty