bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

There's so many things about this journey/exploration that are just... scary to me.

Exploring who I am is scary. Figuring out where I land on the identity spectrum is a process that stresses me out. Transition is a big deal and it makes me worry.

I praise those who eventually figured out who they are, and made those steps to becoming who they really want to be.

Maybe that'll be me some day, but it's tough to get through when I'm scared like this.

of all the songs stuck in my head right now, it had to be a beach boys song from that late '80s period everybody hates.

One habit I need to eventually break:

Someone: *mentions a thing I wrote on my blog before*
Me: "Oh, I wrote about that once."
...
*doesn't share post in chat*

I seem to be real bad at advertising myself

5am is totally the best time to listen to the Matlock theme song, right?

what the fuck is this bullshit

*presses play/pause key on keyboard to pause podcast in Winamp*

*foobar2000 and Spotify start playing songs at the same time*

why is it that sometimes the play/pause key works for one application and in other cases wants to play for every single media player I have open

stuck in my head: that intro section in duran duran's rio with that silly drum fill

oh right, today is the last day of the steam sale.

might as well buy random junk totaling under $20 I guess

*buys Roundabout, Vanquish and a Senran Kagura game to show off their unusual choice in games*

Trying to rest while jeff gerstmann is "playing" video games was a mistake because I had a weird dream and was jolted awake by some dumb thing he was doing.

why hasn't someone made the technology to cuddle people long-distance, damn it

As I rewrite some of my 2012-era posts on my blog, I wonder if I should write about things that have game/tech elements but aren't about video games specifically.

I don't know if there's much interest for it, though.

I forgot I own the Die Another Day soundtrack.

...why the hell do I own the Die Another Day soundtrack

today I learned kevin smith is an unlockable character in a call of duty game's zombies mode.

man that series got *weird*. I guess that's what happens when I'm out of the loop and don't have a modern console to play Call of Duty on.