bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

It's that time again where I dig through my family's massive CD collection and listen to one of the hottest bands of 1998:

Fastball

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In that mood where I feel I have the urge to do something but not sure what exactly.

Hate being so undecided...

Downside of being up this early is that there isn't very many people awake to talk to or snuggle with.

I fell asleep on my bed around 8PM and now it's 3AM.

what the hell, I usually don't get that many hours of straight sleep

Totally forgot the later theme to the lesser-known game show Split Second is pretty good.

Wasn't expecting a ripping guitar solo in the middle though https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJOcXGmCRGE

Wasn't feeling too great, so I fell asleep earlier this afternoon to recover from this sick.

I had a bunch of dreams that had me going through various places and periods of time, and it felt weird. Especially since I hadn't been dreaming too much lately.

Just played a bit of Gear Grinder for a few friends over Discord.

It's... a game. A driving game that also has combat sections. It's like trying to be Burnout, Twisted Metal and Carmageddon all at once.

I'm slowly escaping the terror that is being sick.

Still a bit slower than usual, but I'm not sneezing and coughing up a storm now...

I'm okay.

Still sick, though.

it's 5am, I have a sore throat and I should've been in bed hours ago.

I make wonderful decisions.

New on the Secret Area: A fluff post of me talking about the Silent Scope Light Rifle, probably the most ridiculous light gun I own. https://asecretarea.com/2019/09/27/silent-scope-light-rifle/

I remember last year when I marched in an "abolish ICE" rally. It felt like some accomplishment, even if in the grand scheme of things I didn't do a whole lot besides walk several miles.

It's something I don't know if I could do again. I'm kinda afraid to do stuff like that alone these days considering some of the events that's happened in Portland over the past year.

I tend to keep at arm's reach with current politics.

When I was engrossed in it a year or so back, it made me incredibly depressed and suicidal. I eventually stopped earlier this year to keep myself sane.

I don't want people to think I'm apathetic, that I'm indifferent. I can support and help when I can to stop the rise of american fascism.

I just can't fight alongside you.

idea: we are number one but with goose honks

It amazes me people are still going after zoe quinn.

Why can't ~gamers~ get a better hobby? I suggest playing video games.

Been pondering for the past day if there's any interest in me talking about this dumb light gun I got a week ago.

I wanna write something quick so I have a post written for the blog this month, and the other ideas I have might take a while to do research.

Totally forgot that The B-52's Channel Z is a goddamn bop

Totally didn't know flying windows wasn't on my machine. Changed that pretty quick.