bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es
(aka tonya)
38/pan/trans. she/they.
writes about dumb junk about video games and music sometimes.
your kitty friend. may also be bnuuy or yote depending on mood.
Joined Oct 2017
bev!
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the two genders are "mood" and "same"
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entertaining myself on this fine saturday afternoon by pasting some emojis together. here is my new OC "muscle cat"
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i cant think of a more iconic quote from someone in the game industry than matt furniss' "hello hacker fucker" message
It's amusing to watch the archive of a twitch streamer struggle through Sonic 2006, then watch a video of someone else going through that same stage and get an S rank, making it effortless.
Though it does make me concerned for *anyone* playing Sonic 2006 for more than 10 minutes.
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Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Teenage_Mutant_Ninja_Turtles
It's weird, a year or so back I wouldn't be keysmashing whenever somebody calls me cute.
I almost do it out of habit now.
Probably doesn't mean anything...
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simply having a wonderful valentime
affection
in the mood to snuggle cuties
I've been getting back on Rock Band drums for the first time in over a year, and the things I've learned:
- I suck at it
- My ION rocker might be having crosstalk issues
- I have a bad kick pedal
- I'm a better air drummer than I am drumming in a rhythm game
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The gender of the night is: blobcattransheart 
Wore my new socks to bed last night, which felt cute, yet also made me feel valid?
Hard to explain.
Somebody said that I was experimenting with programmer socks.
Don't those have to be trans flag colored for that to count
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My dad suggested I go find trans support groups, and find a group of people who'd be accepting of me dressing more femme in a public environment.
Two things I did well before even coming out to him about the whole gender thing.
His heart's in the right place, at least.
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corvids
self-care is making yrself feel weird abt gender
on being touch starved
I went back to sleep for a bit.
Before I properly fell asleep, I started thinking about someone I knew on birdsite who always talked about being touch starved.
How painful it was for her to not have someone to hold, hug or caress.
I realized I have the same problem, as I held onto a pillow wishing it was someone hugging me back.
Being touch starved really sucks. 
blurgh, it's early in the morning and I'd rather be back in bed, snuggling
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of course about an hour after this conversation, I immediately buy two pairs of socks from sock dreams that I've been eyeballing for a few days, haha
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After going to therapy for several months, hemming and hawing over it months after, my dad asked what the therapy thing was about.
I told him I was non-binary and possibly had gender dysphoria.
He was supportive, saying, "Do what you want to do, it doesn't matter to me."
I genuinely feel a sense of relief and also a bit of happiness realizing it went the way I expected it to.
(aka tonya)
38/pan/trans. she/they.
writes about dumb junk about video games and music sometimes.
your kitty friend. may also be bnuuy or yote depending on mood.
Joined Oct 2017
