bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

I mean, I have money. I can *commission* art now.

The challenge is finding a good affordable artist.

Thought about resurrecting my mostly-dormant squirrel sona so they look more in line what I wish they looked like.

Also so I could dress them up and such

Wish it wasn't so hard to shop for clothes by myself.

I need someone with me to make it less stressful.

Seems I choose a bad day to get a haircut as it's hot as balls out.

If I ever get the chance to see some online friends, we're cuddling in thigh-highs.

This is non-negotiable.

I realize that I don't post a lot, and when I do it's like 2-3 things daily.

I feel like if I post a lot that I'm gonna annoy people, so I don't.

I also figure a 34-year-old like me should not be shitposting.

I'm still struggling to grasp this, as my thought process is "unless I purge all this body hair, I am not feminine"

"I need to be smooth otherwise why should I wear my thigh-highs or my dress"

Is that normal, or

Oops, I forgot to post it to Mastodon (sorry!) that I made a new post on the Secret Area Patreon about Stacked with Daniel Negreanu, a poker game with a rather infamous quote from a certain magazine.

https://www.patreon.com/posts/38401805

wait, you mean I could be feminine and still have some semblance of body hair?

that doesn't make sense, what

I slept in through most of today and now I feel guilty because I haven't done anything productive

Here's a Secret Area throwback for this week: The Game Boy Color port of Hoyle Casino, which was one of my portable go-tos in high school, for some reason.

https://asecretarea.com/2014/12/18/hoyle-casino-game-boy-color/

I know I'm incredibly bad at self promotion.

I don't know what I can do to have people read my things, to give me support, to know I'm not just writing to a crowd of nobody.

What's the trick to get successful? Do I need to get scummy and just spam my stuff everywhere?

Just frustrated that it feels like my work isn't getting noticed or appreciated.

Admittedly, I like doing posts like these, where I cover fairly recent games.

Those are more interesting to me to write about as I don't play games when they're new that much, so I don't get caught in the hype.

A shame that not a lot of people read those posts.

Today, I updated a review I made about Far Cry 3, because I was thinking about that post recently and wanted to improve it somewhat.

https://asecretarea.com/2014/07/08/far-cry-3-windows/

Listening to a random Spotify playlist I made a few years ago called "chill jams."

Not sure if Paul Hardcastle's King Tut counts but it's certainly a jam

protip: careful where you walk while drunk, otherwise you might stub your toe and still feel the pain the next day.

Haven't felt a pain last this long in a long time, honestly. worried I might've broken it.