bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es
(aka tonya)
39/pan/trans. she/they.
writes about dumb junk about video games and music sometimes.
your woof friend. may also be bnuuy or kitty depending on mood.
Joined Oct 2017
drugs
for the record, I'm okay. just was a little out of it when it happened.
I took some more of it a moment ago. At the recommended dosage.
drugs
So a few days ago I took some cough syrup w/ hydrocodone.
Daily recommended is 2.5ml to 5ml.
The cups given with the prescription go to 30ml. Stupid me filled it to 25ml when I thought that was 2.5.
Stupid me ODed on cough syrup. Thankfully nothing *serious* happened, but jesus that's a scary thought now that I think about it.
Yo I herd y'all liek cats https://www.instagram.com/p/Bbn6gDUlI23/
love four discord to forget what things I've read and mark *every channel* in *every server* as unread for no reason.
Good job.
dreams
Had a dream earlier where I was trying to do something and my dad was oddly nitpicking everything I did.
I don't know why my brain while suffering from a cold thought it was a good idea to manifest something in my dreams like that right this moment, but good job.
Not gonna lie, I feel like hot garbage compared to yesterday.
Having that sense of failure in terms of helping out others.
Doesn't help that I think I'm still a little sick.
Okay, I think 4PM is a good time to be awake proper, right?
drugs, queasiness
several hours later, even after I ate, I'm still not feeling well in my stomach.
blurghurghurghle
drugs, queasiness
Took a bit of cough syrup w/ hydrocodone a few hours ago.
There was a moment where I was spaced out and focused, but now I'm coming down from it.
My stomach's feeling a bit off because I took it without eating something substantial.
Trying to survive the queasy feeling and resisting the urge to vomit. urgh.
bev!
boosted
Full-blown Nazi propaganda pop group Ace of Base
"The Sign" is being added to Rock Band this week, so here's a reminder that Ace of Base was, is, and always has been a Nazi band, and every last work they've created deserves to be left in the past: http://www.cracked.com/blog/how-90s-pop-band-secretly-sold-nazism-to-america/
bev!
boosted
I don't normally get involved in things like this because this is just a single-user instance with little sway
But this instance is now broadcasting `X-Clacks-Overhead GNU Natalie Nguyen` as an explicit fuck you to her parents deadnaming her in death
Man, what is it with internet nerds just posting angry and spiteful replies to people they hate?
Like do they seriously think "Yeah I'm gonna dump on feminism, take *that* Anita Sarkeesian" and think she's gonna do anything?
It's the younger version of "Doing something to own the libs." It's not insightful, it's sad and hilarious.
Feeling sick. I just wanna curl in bed and just hug someone. :(
Of all the songs I could have stuck in my head, "World in Motion" was one I wasn't expecting.
I'm casually watching this speedrun marathon and I'm pretty sure I heard one runner use a variant of "I identify as a *" and "Triggered" as a joke.
Could you like, not
Man, why is it that I'll go through weeks upon weeks of no motivation, then suddenly it hits me and I'm working up a storm?
This start-and-stop philosophy cannot be good for me in the long run.
stuck in my head: the theme to Croc: Legend of the Gobbos.
jam to this game show-ass music with me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mwWkwQjWVY
Oh god it's noon already? Bleh.
There's a small bit of me that wishes how to compose. I've thought about rearrangements and adding backing tracks to existing music, but not making my own compositions.
At least, not without making them sound like I'm just doing a cover of an existing song.
I love obsessing over the backing tracks, what instruments play, what you can't really hear, that sort of thing.
(aka tonya)
39/pan/trans. she/they.
writes about dumb junk about video games and music sometimes.
your woof friend. may also be bnuuy or kitty depending on mood.
Joined Oct 2017
