bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

I honestly don't know how to fix my stupid brain to do the "social interaction" thing right.

I think one of the toughest things for me is engaging in a conversation.

I tend to look at internet personalities such as streamers from a long distance.

In my brain for some reason I don't think to talk/message these people ever. Just watch, don't interact.

I seriously need to find some ambient music or something to relax to.

Lately I've been using twitch streams or youtube streams as background noise so I can sleep, but I should be engaging with said streams.

You know what's good? 2:30AM hot cocoa.

Found out that while I fixed dad's computer monitor problem by disabling the problematic update, Windows 10 was like "lolnope" and installed it anyway.

Thank god I rolled back the driver to fix it, but I'm worried this is going to be a repeat occurrence until I find a way to tell it to stop installing the GPU drivers over Windows Update.

Today in "my dad doesn't understand computers or the internet properly":

A Windows Update caused Windows 10 to default to the Microsoft Display Driver rather than the drivers used by the internal GPU, making everything look like stretched 4:3 ass.

He blamed it on people "hacking into his IP address to deliberately change it to force him to buy a new computer."

Granted his PC is old as dirt (got it in the early 2010s), but he only uses it to browse the web, so *shrug*

My god these peanut butter cups from costco are so good

I never thought costco would make better peanut butter cups than reese's.

My brain thought it was a good idea to have the theme from Boy Meets World in my head on loop.

This is the worst feeling.

I keep playing watch_dogs despite not caring a lot for the story and thinking Aiden Pearce is a dull white-ass male protag.

Guess I was itching to play a free-roamer that I hadn't played yet because I'm having more fun doing the side mission junk.

not sure if "united states of whatever" is a good song to have in my head at this time.

It's amusing how my family goes out and gets coffee for everyone, gets me a mocha which I sip like 3-4 times then go to sleep.

Guess I really needed the sleep.

Eventually other family members showed up that actually know how to do this so I'm pretty much hands-off unless they need to know where things are.

Win-win, I guess. :P

I need to learn not to stress over holiday cooking because for an hour I tried to figure out which to start first: the turkey or the stuffing.

I'm incredibly inept at cooking things unless they come in frozen boxes or cans. @_@

It's like 1AM and I just got out of bed to look at dumb social media stuff when it's quiet.

I'm a well-adjusted person. :D

Probably lukewarm take: Never really cared for SilvaGunner.

There's some funny stuff there, but it's based way too much on meme/internet edgelord crap from what I've seen.

The best thing I ever saw that involved this song was someone mashing (part of) it up with Justice's Safe and Sound.

And maybe the SilvaGunner Sonic Mania mixes _I guess_.

Hey guess what's for dinner tonight https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2lPX5b9m7ro

Had a dream where I was hanging out with people and one of them was giving me a lecture on why I was being unintentionally creepy to them.

Made me feel bad when I woke up. I want to make sure that never happens. :/

The entertaining thing to me is since I'm a poor bastard who doesn't buy very many new video games, I've been helping anti-capitalism by not buying the hot new stuff with shitty business practices.

New(ish) on the Secret Area: Rock Band is 10 years old, so let's look at one of the features they were particularly proud of: The Big Rock Ending.

(Likes and shares appreciated!)

https://youfoundasecret.wordpress.com/2017/11/20/random-big-rock-endings-of-rock-band/