bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

I've mentioned this before, but I honestly need to be more active on social media sites.

It looks like I'm always busy, but in reality I'm reading dumb shit and casually watching Twitch streams/listening to podcasts.

I just want to feel *productive*. I hate that feeling of constantly needing to do something but not really having any concrete idea on what to do.

Of all the things I'd find at thrift stores, a rare 2nd edition of the Who Wants to Be a Millionaire board game and Film Crew/Cinematic Titanic DVDs were the last thing I'd ever thought I'd find.

There's moments where I'd love to say stupid crap like "im gay" or be part of some lesbian alliance.

But me being pansexual means not only am I undecided, but I also feel like I'm lying to everyone if I were to say either one of the above.

Giant Bomb's GOTY podcasts are ridiculously long this year. Day one's over 3 hours. Today, day four, is *nearly six*.

Yeah, fuck that. I can barely listen to a podcast all the way through without pausing occasionally, I'm skipping all those this year.

it's getting cold outside, so remember to bring your squirrels inside and keep them warm and fuzzy

happy holidays you nerds

My body's idea of "let's feel sick two days before christmas" can go fuck itself.

Wow, Thursday was a useless day where I slept in and did nothing, let's hope I don't do that again today

I knew tumblr was gonna be a trash fire when they decided to be prudish fuckbois.

But to make it so safe mode is permanently on for me, a guy in my *fucking thirties*, and I cannot change it whatsoever, is peak fuckboi.

Fuck tumblr, I think there was only 1-2 people I was exclusively following there anyhow, anyone else can get a hold of me elsewhere.

You ever feel touch starved? Just wanting someone to hug and hold you?

Cause that's how I feel right now.

nice