bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

mm, morning.

I feel so weird that I don't have a webcam when I visit two group chats that use video chat

But I honestly don't want to look at myself normally, having a webcam would make that worse

Fallen down a rabbit hole of watching 1980s Hollywood Squares episodes

This show was so goofy yet I love it for some dumb reason

okay, usually I'm alright with text chat and don't really feel up with voice chat unless others start up something like a game or a stream

but lately I've been feeling like I want to voice chat with people as a spur-of-the-moment sort of thing? it's weird.

So I finished Turning Point: Fall of Liberty.

It's so janky. It definitely feels unfinished. It tries to feel like Medal of Honor: Airborne and fails. And its plot was done better by Wolfenstein: The New Order a few years later.

I definitely have found a new thing to write about, because this thing is the kind of amazing trainwreck I haven't experienced in a good long while.

One thing I'll hope to get over someday is worrying that anything I say to someone will make them immediately hate me.

So many times I've sent replies and comments to people, only to feel "oh wait they may not like that and they'll start hating me, better delete that"

It sucks.

morning.

Updated an old blog post and am considering ways to take a video and make it a webm so I don't have to rely on YouTube for it, but I honestly don't know how to make them

Or if Wordpress even supports them

Playing through Turning Point: Fall of Liberty for a future blog post and... I can definitively say it is A Video Game.

I'm fascinated by this sort of mediocre junk, the kind of stuff tossed by the wayside, mostly forgotten.

This'll be an interesting one, I think.

The next time some CS:GO rando sends me a Steam friend request, I'm just gonna post the lyrics to The Who's Who Are You in their comment section

I always seem to get Steam friend requests from randos, ones who usually have valuable CS:GO inventories.

Why are they bugging me, I don't even have anything valuable, just a handful of $5+ skins

Leave me be, damn it

morning.

Listening to Guns N' Roses' Use Your Illusion I and I'm *starting* to think Guns N' Roses is a bit overrated?

Can't deny they made good hits but this album ain't clicking with me

morning.

been feeling a bit touch starved as of late

would be nice to get like hugs and snuggles, just to feel a sense of comfort and warmth.

been napping a bunch this week, which I need to like stop doing because I keep feeling tired afterwards

I shouldn't pay too much attention to my website stats but I've gotten more views this month than any other month

Still lower than it was before I moved off Wordpress.com, but I'm getting there

guess it's time to finally get out of bed

morning, y'all