bev! @TonicBH@computerfairi.es

when pizza's on a bagel, YOU CAN EAT PIZZA on a bagel

I don't know why out of all the Neko Atsume cats that I liked, it had to be the one called "Spud" that really spoke to me.

Though I've probably taken more pictures of Sunny, Ginger or Pasty than anyone else.

there, chose a neko atsume cat as a placeholder.

Everybody likes Spud, right?

Problem is I don't think I can just crib someone's fanart and crop it or something like that.

Maybe I'd be better with some abstract blobs as an avatar instead.

I think I need a new avatar. Mainly because I'm sick of 8-bit Alex Trebek judging me.

what the hell, I'm up at a reasonable hour?

Listening to 'Til Death Do Us Blart 2017 and Griffin McElroy talking about how he synced Dark Side of the Moon with Paul Blart Mall Cop 2 is the most god damn surreal thing ever.

Ideally I want to get off them entirely, as they were prescribed to me before I had a proper mental diagnosis, so they're probably exacerbating things more than helping. :/

Problem is my doctor is hesitant to want to do that. That's the only reason I'm still on the current medicine I'm on because her solution was "stick with it and see what happens."

honestly thinking of ditching my antidepressants if they're just gonna make me sleep a lot and be apathetic to everything.

I gotta talk with my doctor after the holidays to change antidepressants.

Man I've been out of the loop when it comes to Speedgaming's Zelda Randomizer tournament.

Seems like it's been going on forever. Is there even a tournament or is it just random matches for funsies? :P

Man when I go to the birdsite I don't wanna see friends retweeting internet dumbos like pewdiepie or totalbiscuit.

I'd like to pretend they don't exist, thx

Man remember when Guitar Hero 5 had Public Enemy's Bring the Noise except it was a shitty rock remix by Zakk Wylde that sounded depressing as hell?

For some reason that's in my head right now and I hate it.

oops I fell into a hole of listening to random game show themes again.

If I had even a bit of knowing how to compose music I'd just make that.

Slap bass, horn sections, funky rhythms you could jam to... hell yeah.

brain I seriously do *not* need Wonderful Christmastime stuck in my head at this hour, god damn it

current mood https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yi-ZIOmB6EM

A friend of ours brought us a black forest cake. Neat.

There's a weird sense of nostalgia playing World at War again.

It was one of the earliest Xbox 360 games I got. Played the multiplayer a bunch. Enjoyed it despite the subject matter.

But I don't know if I'd say I *love* it or anything. Good, solid game for sure, but I don't know if I'd recommend anyone play it now.

Playing a near-10-year-old Call of Duty is how my day has been, mostly.

Surprisingly people are still playing it!

I just wanna make that clear that I'm okay because of my increased pessimism from last night.

I should probably see a therapist about this.