General Zellativity @Zelli@computerfairi.es

On day 2 of E and making my breasts feel tingly and mildly sore through sheer force of will

looking forward to waking up tomorrow for the first time in a long time, possibly ever

if in five years i look like i wrote a salon article titled "Why I'm Reclaiming the N-word" because beyonce liked one of my tweets then you are legally obligated to kill me

my transition goal is "freddie mercury in the I Want to Break Free video" but my darkest fear is that reality will place me permanently in "White Feminist Twitter"

day one complete!!!

it took a lot of inner strength to keep myself from nutting before my fertility consult so really, when you think about it i'm actually braver than the troops

starting to think i'm not going to make any real, long-lasting changes to how i eat until i actually learn to cook :<

Would anyone like to join me? If we each take half of the keyboard we should be able to get in twice as fast

Thinking about hacking into the mainframe

I'm pretty floored by seemingly how much better my mood is today. Is this an effect of the hormones? I feel like that would be a placebo effect since today is my first day on them

first dose today!!

lonely

Today I had an appointment to preserve some sperm since I'm starting HRT. I indicated that I would use it with a partner, but honestly? I'm hoping the day will come when I can use it on myself. I want to be a mother and bear my children, with all the stresses and anxieties and joys that come with it.

I don't know if I'll be able to in my lifetime. I'm not holding my breath. But at least I have my dreams.

(Art by https://www.deviantart.com/cyboarnetic <3333 )

I'm picking up my first dosage of estradiol and spiro in like 3 hours and my heart's fucking racing

there were so many oils i saw at this store. more than i knew existed.

and not a single one of them was flaxseed щ(ﾟДﾟщ)

I need to brush my hair more often, it's so much softer and bouncier when it's properly taken care of

tomorrow's my appointment for sperm collection but some of my more lewd friends seem to have made it a mission to make the wait feel as long as possible >>

okay i'm at that stage of tired where i think my body is actually chemically breaking down so looks like this buny is going sleep <33333