a tiny fairy @atinyfairy@computerfairi.es

love to hear a very loud conversation in the break room at my day job about how much weight every person has lost and how they used to be / are currently fat and how unhealthy and gross and disgusting fat people are
it really makes me want to actually eat lunch and not skip

I shouldn’t be allowed to have relationships

My ex just got the second ever TGM Rev Mode Grand Master ranking outside of Japan.
Ever.
I don't know how to feel.

@InfiniteNutshell hi nut!

partner: here gimme your phone I wanna play a song
me: ok
song: *lyrics about abuse and violence and containing a chorus about dying of malnutrition from not eating anything*
me: *literally in recovery from an eating disorder*
me:

Thinking about Undertale

anyway donate here I guess
https://www.youcaring.com/pazi-khaimov-529277

me: *goes to reblog a donation post from someone*
tumblr: this post cannot be reblogged
me: oh right they blocked me in 2014 and I still don't know why

This is such a good setup, but do I really want to take it?

I've been doing really well myself recently, not skipping meals and not having really bad reactions when people mention eating, but it helps not being around meat eaters and refusing to discuss people's diets/weight loss/whatevers

honestly I'm so glad my partners eat vegan it's very important to me and it makes me really happy anytime I hear one of them talk about a tasty meal they had

https://computerfairi.es/media/M809T361UZkllCVRxNg

I got a big huge pile of feelings to erase and I missed my meds yesterday so they're really *really* strong

so what's the ETA on feelings erasers again ?

X is my only friend in these tall person times https://computerfairi.es/media/vOGCjOXdA7WVX0kerRs https://computerfairi.es/media/V2ymDqV0Q8FxZnVme9Q https://computerfairi.es/media/Lfsjr1s7LCwr18b4pBQ

1 fav = 1 pet
reply and I will read @oneirofaerie your reply as a bedtime story
https://computerfairi.es/media/wVONKkOwXSq1g-Jgirk