otherkin thoughts
I've been hesitant to refer to myself as a kitsune or as kitsune-kin, partially because I wasn't sure I really was a kitsune and partially because of concerns about kitsune being a Japanese thing. But, the more I think about it, maybe I am a kitsune? I'm still not sure if this works, culturally speaking (do kitsune have to be Japanese and is there a different term for non-japanese—particularly white—kitsune?), but conceptually, I think I might be a kitsune, not just a foxgirl
And, to clarify, Arch isn't a trivial install. If you can't do it, there's nothing wrong with that. Just because I helped a friend who was uncomfortable with the command line get a working Arch system doesn't mean everyone can just install it. I've done this many times. I'm used to it by now. So when I say "it's not that hard to install," I mean that it's not that hard *for me*.
So, 5400 RPM drive is out. I'm just gonna wipe my SSD and put it on there because, in my own words, if I don't like it, "Arch isn't *that* hard to install."
Currently installing with Qubes on a spare hard drive. I'm hoping that, along with its virtualization thing being secure, it actually makes for a decent Linux gaming experience thanks to a combo of low-level windows VM + discrete GPU passthrough while the OS keeps using the integrated graphics. But, we'll see. I'm setting it up on a spare 5400 RPM hard drive, so setup is slow.
neurodiverse meta
i guess for an example, me and other nd ppl have talked b4 about how "reply guy" stuff really freaked us out bc we were scared that's what we were doing and no one told us. this is a pretty widely held anxiety among particularly adhd/autistic ppl (who info dump) yet the popular response to it is usually along the lines of "you're just privileged ppl trying to use ur mental health as a defense for being shitty" or "how dare you imply nd ppl can't learn social cues"
neurodiverse meta
"missing social cues" doesn't always mean "didn't get the lewd joke or whatever". sometimes it's not realizing you were hurting your friends feelings. sometimes it's talking over someone because you're really excited. sometimes it's not realizing the topic at hand is making someone really uncomfortable
Phlebotomist. Cyberwitch. Artist. Fighter. Accidental breaker of computers.
Genderfluid enby. Pansexual/-romantic. Kitsune-kin (9-tailed)/Incubus-kin. Plural, with a bunch of headmates.
DAMNED PROUD ANTIFASCIST and an anarchocommunist.
Be warned: In theory, I post both lewd/NSFW and incredibly personal stuff.
(In practice, it's been a while, but who knows?)