Re: all that stuff from earlier
Well, I'm still feeling hopeless, but at least I'm not angry and ready to kill myself anymore. Thanks sudoku (and Simon, from Cracking the Cryptic, in particular)!
Money/pol nihilism, sui/mh (-)
Sorry if I'm annoying you with all this, by the way. I need a void to scream all this into, and this seemed like as good a place as any.
Money/pol nihilism, sui/mh (-)
UTA claims to be a "community that cares". I wonder how true that is. You think if I emailed a suicide threat to them that they'd actually try to help with my financial situation or would they just try to shove me into inpatient, thus putting me in even more medical debt? What little money I have left is on the latter.
Money/pol nihilism, sui/mh (-)
I'm starting to see where those people who blame depression on capitalism are coming from. You're right, capitalism is making me want to kill myself and the $100 worth of psychiatric meds on my nightstand has only made that worse. Now how about you go do something about that instead of just stating the obvious.
Money/pol nihilism, sui/mh (-)
I guess if I kill myself using the meds it won't have been a complete waste.
Money/pol nihilism, sui/mh (-)
And, yeah. Sure. It's three months worth of meds. Good to know. Good to know we're gonna go through this all over again three months from now. Great.
Money/pol nihilism, sui/mh (-)
What a cruel joke. $110 worth of medicine just to make me not want to kill myself over having to spend that $110 when I already couldn't afford rent.
Money/pol nihilism, sui/mh (-)
I already couldn't afford my rent and now add on that I just spent $110 on psychiatric meds. Remind me why I shouldn't just kill myself again? There's so much more to see? Like what? Never being able to get out of debt because I constantly have to pay absurd amounts for basic necessities like housing and meds? Maybe I shoulda just skipped a step and killed myself in advance. At least then my family woulda had an extra $100 to use instead of now pointless meds.
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fuck contrapoints
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Jobs
So, two weeks ago, I took a job with an inventory company. Today, I sent in my resignation. Tomorrow will be my last night. (Don't worry. I didn't have anything scheduled past that.) Unfortunately, being a college student means a job that has changing locations and hours just doesn't work. If it's 23:00, I could be there for another 30 minutes or three hours and I might be an hour from my apartment. So, yeah. Not good. Still, wasn't a bad job, per se. Shame.
conspiracy theories
I think a key element of conspiracy theories that needs more discussion when they're brought up is the unfalsifiable nature of them.
It's not necessarily a conspiracy theory to question an official narrative of events, that's just scepticism. Really it becomes a conspiracy theory when there is an insistence on an alternate narrative, with any evidence contradicting that narrative or any absence of evidence being taken as evidence of some broad coverup.
There is a circular nature to conspiratorial thinking that makes it incredibly difficult to shake people out of, because they're essentially living an alternate reality. This is why anti-vaxxers, 9/11 truthers and Q people essentially form into their own wee cults, because they can no longer relate to people that don't live in the reality that they have constructed for themselves.
i made an im chat client for plural systems #pluralgang
https://github.com/Lana-chan/plural-chat
https://maple.pet/pluralchat
Phlebotomist. Cyberwitch. Artist. Fighter. Accidental breaker of computers.
Genderfluid enby. Pansexual/-romantic. Kitsune-kin (9-tailed)/Incubus-kin. Plural, with a bunch of headmates.
DAMNED PROUD ANTIFASCIST and an anarchocommunist.
Be warned: In theory, I post both lewd/NSFW and incredibly personal stuff.
(In practice, it's been a while, but who knows?)