having chest dysphoria both ways sucks
on "mostly girl" days I want more boob, on "mostly boy" days I have an urge to bind (and I have a binder for that)
the only times I don't particularly care are on my "mostly agender" days and those are relatively rare
weird fluid trans stuff, (-)
@azushark I hope you find some way to balance it out, so it doesn't feel too bad