having chest dysphoria both ways sucks
on "mostly girl" days I want more boob, on "mostly boy" days I have an urge to bind (and I have a binder for that)
the only times I don't particularly care are on my "mostly agender" days and those are relatively rare
weird fluid trans stuff, (-)
@azushark Feels like fluidity in general just prevents you from committing to stuff because at some point you know you'll want *not* that. :/
I don't know if the feelings are going to grow but I'm not entirely looking forward to it if they do.
But ehm, hugs are available if you want them.