Ive got like this weird hang-up on the idea of calling myself a trans womanlike, I dont feel like i have the right to call myself one. Trans girl, yeah, that me. But Trans woman? no, that isnt me, im not a woman.

Like a part of that is probably just that i'm still only 18, most people my age probably dont feel like adults yet i assume.

But like, for some reason I think that the point i'll be comfortable with using that term for myself is whenever I get GRS? IDK, but it seems like at that point I can call myself a trans woman. IDK if its internalised transmisia, me seeing that as like a coming-of-age thing, or what. but yeah, thats a thing my brain is doing right now.

@audrey I mean, I've personally felt like the term "woman" is almost like, too much gender at times.

similarly my masc. side is comfy with boy but not "man"

sure, the terms have age connotations as well, and that can also be an issue for some