Annika, the Local Shark(s) @azushark@computerfairi.es

so i'll need to modify them a bit to work with my softsynth

have a bunch of Etrian Odyssey midis but they're currently set up with their own .dls files

so the way they're set up doesn't work without those .dls files

local shark needs a shower, someone tell her to go get un-smelly

welp, this song is in my head again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFctacTsLMw

okay but for real the box trick is a powerful thing

it doesn't work in newer games, though that's because EV changes take effect on stats automatically since Gen V

gotta shower...

almost there, password...

I have that song stuck in my head again help

baby shark

oh hi bold time

uwu

yeah idk ask me stuff i guess

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTbrIo1p-So

first thought uwu

also as a heads up, the amounts I need for stuff are in CAD

donations in USD are accepted tho and PayPal takes them as-is without any input from me as my account has a balance for it

and of course, those end up being converted when I transfer it to my bank, so those donations end up being bigger than you think

aaaa...

you're all awesome

I woke up to a real surprise... thank you

It's been a long time since I've had actual thoughts of suicide

They came back tonight. Up until recently it was just the occasional intrusive thought. These were very much my thoughts.

I'm having a really hard time treading water with this vortex of depression actively pulling me downward...

I'm gonna try to go to the youth clinic today, see a psych maybe.

I have a lot to get off my chest.

thinking about it, if I do receive the "pay for hours I would have worked if my hours weren't cut" bit, I'd be stable for a few more months

that plus the 2 weeks compensation would amount to (if including weeks since I made the complaint) nearly $2100

or more, depending on how long this process takes...

I don't have my hopes up for anything more than the 2 weeks compensation tho

appreciate the boosts, friends ;;

everything donated will go towards car insurance ($230) and gas money (about $50, but won't be necessary for a bit)

excess will be used to pay off a portion of my credit card (which was racked up by two necessary purchases (new car battery and some cheap shoes) just days before I lost my source of income)

if there is somehow any left after that I will pay it forward and/or refund some