Annika, the Local Shark(s) @azushark@computerfairi.es

we need a haircut @~@

practically unplayable on normal settings lmao

well that was choppy for a sec but ok

oh boy

once it installs, anyway

alright, time to finally put this video card to the test with some Jedi Knight II

hi I'm cute

massive headache...

probably stress-related

took a couple Tylenol but I might have a nap

interview went well aaaaa

but yeah, amazing how one surgery can really change how things look~

just look at this difference tho

still thinkin about just how big my balls were and how much of a difference having them removed has made

also still considering my next move wrt other surgery
probably gonna go for vaginoplasty when I'm not having an awful time with money stuff

https://puu.sh/BQirs/d561c4bde8.wav

so this is one of the many midis adding a strange little effect to *all output from the AWE*

notice how audio (especially the drums) keeps panning between hard left and right really quickly? that's the effect and the AWE doesn't recover from that being added when a reset message is sent

so every midi i play until a restart is done

will have that effect @~@

but thinking about it

that's why we have our sonas!

the only problem is the fact we share the same body

When we go out we have to make compromises that keep all of us as comfortable as possible, so no makeup (well, maybe foundation at most), no binder, and shaved face

Neutral or slightly feminine clothes but nothing too feminine

its just tough to deal with...

I really wanna make it clear that the three of us (Annika (myself), Winter, and Azu) do try to express ourselves externally at different times.

Like, I might put on some makeup and dress more feminine.

Winter will put on the binder we have and dress in the more neutral clothes we still have, while also pushing our voice deeper.

Azu generally doesn't care about any of this but certainly doesn't like us having facial hair

and really none of us like having facial hair

goes thwap

11 feet of thick shark tail

hindsight is 20/20, y'know

y'know, I wonder how different i'd be if i had come out around when i first started questioning?

I'd be a whole 10 years ahead of where I am today

but then again i might not know the same people I do today... idk