Folks will continue to litigate the federated social web because of some fever dream of what they think early Twitter was like when, in reality, the idea of a massively scaled, fully moderated, global social network will absolutely Never Ever Happen.
It's not a flaw if it doesn't get there-- It takes massive capital to just pretend to get close. The flaw is that people continue to expect and value size. We've poisoned the potential for community because we refuse to accept it being small.
@mynameistillian where is smash you smell?
re: MH-, looking for advice
@hazelnoot that and finding the right medication. If you do end up thinking you might have either of those things remember its nothing to be ashamed of and you deserve treatment. And you arent alone in any of this.
re: MH-, looking for advice
@hazelnoot this sorta of unreality is common with ptsd. If you've been through abunch of antidepressants and they just arent working its probably that. If the antidepressants make your mood swing all around and you have symptoms of mania it could be bi polar which is also know to make you feel that way or its both. ive had those kinda thoughts my whole life, best advice find something that pulls you out of it and do that. Touch or physical activity can often help
@jonmsterling what research articles does the times reference?
#Brasil: Indígenas de más de 150 pueblos protestan contra un ley que desconoce sus territorios ancestrales
👉 https://avispa.org/?p=119393 🐝
#povosI¿indígenas #marcotemporal #gilmarmendes #política #RevistaFórum #latinoamerica #americalatina #brasilia #GilmarMendes
@arborcodes you could try doing a linux install and using waydroid or anbox
If Kamala was president:
The situation in Gaza wouldn't be different.
War with Iran would still be on the table.
China would still be demonized and provoked.
Yemen would still be bombed.
The US would still have the largest prison population, and a for profit prison industrial complex.
The bombs falling on Arab children would still be "made in the USA"
But middle class liberals would all be at brunch.
I got that laptop, its an inspiron 1100 with a netburst celeron not the most exciting but it was cheap and i think it looks cute, its blue . My installation thumb drive is missing tho, so gotta find that. ill take pictures when i have enough energy for alt text. im unsure i can get 9front to work on it but im going to try my hardest.
re: Sexual predation
@screwturn His voice sounded far away at the end a tunnel but also like he was screaming in my ear. I felt so dehydrated but not at all thirsty. He offered to give me a ride to school and the rest of the next couple days I was in a haze. 4
re: Sexual predation
@screwturn anything was better better than my parents house. Anyway the only drug affect of interest from the snippets was that everything was made of almost green ASCII art. Like rotoscoped on a monochrome terminal. Coming too I was in his guest bed naked, sore, head pounding. I couldn't see straight, my nerves buzzing i put my neatly folded clothes back on and I stumbled to the door. Disoriented, I made my way to the main space. His boyfriend was the only one there. 3
re: Sexual predation
@screwturn Feeling sick but not uneasy, euphoric almost I got up off the couch to got to the bathroom. I couldn't get up the first try, second is the last thing I really remember. I got halfway to my feet and felt the floor hit me from underneath.
I was at this older dudes house I hung out alot with when I was in college. I was 17 and had been drinking alot. It was just me and him that day, his boyfriend was gone. I wanna say it was nätivity but it wasnt, i just didnt care 2
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Love old tech and anti-authoritarian praxis
RISC and singlecore CPUs
#runbsd
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