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Worst part is i cant get a consistent answer out of them whether they are in love with me or not and what relationship they want, and when i try to talk to them about it. They get really upset and either blow up at me or get sad, especially if i tell them this is making me really sad.
Top it all off my bipolar meds are slowly not working as well
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I feel like im running around super glueing pieces of my psyche back together as they are blowing apart. The way my life is set up rn is not working. I dont really have many other options. Its either stay and try not to think about my feelings and how them not loving me and having to watch them with their romantic partner is killing me every day. Or be homeless again and probably never see them ever again. this is why being gay and overly invested in someone kinda sucks.
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Democrats, who were bragging about their draconian anti-immigration bullshit just a few months ago trying to win over racist white voters, are now suspiciously quiet that Trump is operating on those same principles to round people up, invade schools, break up families, and deport and send people to camps in chains. The White House literally put out an "ASMR" video of shackled immigrants being deported by plane. This is where that rhetoric leads.
I need non US Americans to understand that it takes days, almost a whole week to travel across the United States without using a plane.
Using a plane requires you to be and remain unthreatening to the State. To say nothing of the inherent risk of flying with the issues going on regarding Air Traffic Control.
It takes most US Americans hours to get to their state capital.
We are not a European sized country. Descending upon Washington DC en masse is not possible for the average person.
Resisting this dictatorial federal government will need to include ignoring it. Not ignoring the damage it's doing, but operating independently from it. Empires crumble when they get to a size where they cannot exercise local control over their whole land area. Focusing on building dual power and mutual aid is materially beneficial.
the capitalist landlord class is composed of parasites and nothing more. they are not worthy of your respect, and they are not worthy of your fear. someday they will not exist. but we, the poor, long their victims, will fluorish in uncountably many variations of love and expression and culture while dancing on their graves
everyone is like "capitalism is an efficient system. we just need to modify it" and capitalism is frantically installing something called "copilot" on your computer to make it worse for no reason
You know why we Germans are so pedantic about data protection? Someone around 90 years ago went through all records available, selected people with certain criteria, with the help of IBM, and then killed them all.
We don't want to be on any list.
And now the US Gov and Musk is trying to get access to all data they have about every person and put them into a big fat DB and run AI over it.
I am afraid what they will do with that.
Why are we seeing fewer numbers at mass protests after Trump 2.0? Poverty and disenfranchisement. Most people in dire situations see the path behind them and the mountain of crap to deal with today. They do not have the time nor do they see the effectiveness of such protests where nothing is taken away from the people in power. We need general strikes, but that takes organization and caring for the people at the bottom. We need to work together to topple the power structure.
@kirancodes which will be 0.35ml per week. So you just take the dose you want cause you will get a new 100mg\5ml vial every month. And pro tip when you go to get syringes dont accept 3mls only 1ml syringes cause you have to press really hard on the 3mls and dosing is harder. Also my fav injection needle size is 30gauge 5\8th inch hurts less and unless you have alot of body fat on your thighs u dont need 1" needles
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Love old tech and anti-authoritarian praxis
RISC and singlecore CPUs
#runbsd
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