wen @cyrridven@computerfairi.es

tfw you go into an ungendered bathroom and close the door, but it's disgusting beyond belief, so you leave again... but there's another woman waiting and she goes in after you... and then you can never look her in the eyes again

So great when your close colleagues constantly misgender you!

Lallies and gentlefairies, I am overwhelmed!

me, on caffeine: "AHH I'M IN A RACECAR CALLED LIFE AND EVERYTHING IS ON FIRE"

me, earlier today: "What do they mean 'How often do you feel overly active and compelled to do things, like you were driven by a motor?' That's a super weird question."

me, right now, shooting emails left and right, running around the building, doing a hundred tasks in parallel with no coordination: "Ohhh, that's what they mean."

“When you’re in a conversation, how often do you find yourself finishing the sentences of the people you are talking to, before they can finish them themselves?”

> "Very Often" does not begin to describe it

just filled out an adhd screening form and I feel like this form KNOWS me. oops.

this morning i:
- forgot to rinse the conditioner out of my hair;
- applied my skin care and makeup routine in reverse;
- heated soy milk with bits of the carton in there... somehow;
- left a trail of matcha and destruction without noticing.
honestly, i should be banned from mornings.

tfw your assessor is like “nah hon u too fucked for short-term therapy”

tfw you hold off on buying some nice new shoes 'cuz you're not sure for how long your feet are gonna keep shrinking

my landlord doesn’t want to provide a desk in the apartment ‘cuz he doesn’t wanna be “stuck with excess furniture” after the tenancy ends

Therapist: Here’s a soothing technique! Try doing a half smile and saying something mean to yourself! You CAN’T do it!

Me, smiling, to myself: You’re a burning heap of trash an nobody loves you.

Therapist: ...

With all the discourse about Boy George, it’s important to remember that FUCK Boy George! The man IMPRISONED and BEAT a sex worker with a metal chain and deserves NONE of out attention going forward!
https://www.theguardian.com/uk/2009/jan/16/boy-george-sentenced-handcuffing-male-escort

my queerdar: is someone nice to me? they’re probably queer

*thanks* mood tracking app, I feel exposed now

anyway just realised this while reading ted chiang’s “understand”

*starting anti-depressants and suddenly discovering you can read again*

just started my third book of the year

hey, wouldn't it be cool if cities were, like, for the residents?

me: *plans outfit with several layers and half a dozen straps holding it together*

partner: I... am feeling tired just looking at those clothes

finished moving on the first day of the year, live with two awesome people now. so far, so good.