Froyo @froyo255@computerfairi.es

Me: i should start exercising, eating better and studying for it's own sake.

Also me: *laying in bed for hours on their 3rd cup of coffee and only an arepa in my stomach* shitposting gud

Don't go down again ;___; my heart is frail

I vanished for a bit and my internet has been stupid slow but I missed y'all and hope everyone's had happy times :3

Omg the cat in the house of my dad's mom is toying with my feelings

Don't caress yourself with my legs and then scratch me ;___;

...clearly though I need to get my writing and corrective skills checked still though.

After showing several scary symptoms for a while now and ultimately telling my dad to take me for blood testing...

Turns out my blood sugar level while fasting is in the normal range and nowhe near the upper limit, too :3 Similar case with my other values.

Still need to take care of myself and there Stuff I need to know more about but holy hell if this isn't a relief.

I don't know wtf is happening but it looks pretty I guess

Ahhh, I woke up feeling dead today but I somehow managed to do... Very slight exercise which is an achievement :B Now I'm more or less awake! Morn- er, afternoon! :3

I'm feeling a good bit better now. No more headache nor throat pain, at the very least. Wheeee.

By which I mean, the king's daughters turn technically good, but can't defy him and one dies, the other is beaten and spared, apparently becomes queen in the end and we never see her again. A general turns good, helps two princesses escape and then gets offed unceremoniously.

There is a non-dark skinned character among them (Loki) but it turns out she wasn't really with them and deserts them. *She survives lol*. Like. Wow.

And that's like not the end of it. He never manages to over that. BUT THEN we have Book 2 and it's like wow look at all those dark skinned ppl (and Loki) under a tyrant who treats his daughters like tools invade the pretty cold land full of literally only pale chars. Guess which side has royalty portrayed as exclusively good and which side has all but one royal dying. Muspell does have most of it's important chars turn around but it does nothing really.

I kinda wanna hear more takes on this bc so far it's my perception of it and I'm v good at doubting myself lmao.

But ngl some shit in the stories have made me super uncomfortable lmao. We get the basic "whities are the gud guys" deal but then there's stuff with Embla being "unable to fight their bloodline" which is another fucking focus on genetics in FE, and the dark brown skinned Bruno trying to fight off killing urges his blood gives him to v little success.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

I feel I can't function enough to fully enjoy entertainment activities and to top it all of I can't properly taste food bc lol nose.

Burn everyone willing to defend this farce, having to suck it up and hope for sickness to pass with nothing to alleviate symptoms/pain is bullshit and I want it to be over already @_@ And this is (probably?) just catching something that's gonna go away soon. Just imagine people who have worse illness and can't do shit.